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Failing is Fun

by Killed by the Bull

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1.
run into a forest far away from the sun come to a place away from everyone join our family, it has just begun a better way now no one can stop you, now you are free you're yourself again, what does that mean? no more waking up half dead every day no more shitty job that made you a fake yes, i'm glad that you're a chosen one join us now, come join the fun we'll set this world on fire we're coming back from... no one can stop you, now you are free you're yourself again, what does that mean? no more waking up half dead every day no more shitty job that made you a slave come back from life
2.
failing is fun my brain is fucking dead i'm growing old i have no more friends failing is fun so why even try now that i have found myself i never have to lie desensitize make your eyes see what you want focus on me then prepare to be let down doing too much makes me tired all the time and the more i achieve then the more they expect some were meant for success i just learn to accept some were meant for wealth i just live from check to check and others found a god let's just hope she finds me maybe she could piss a golden shower down on me desensitize make your eyes see what you want focus on me then prepare to be let down doing too much makes me tired all the time and the more i achieve then the more they expect nothing is left
3.
i've been waiting for things to happen to me i've been waiting to win the lottery i've been waiting to retire at 33 i've been waiting for you to look up to me and what about you what did you do what can i say you failed me, too here's to sleeping my life away here's to how i procrastinate curse this world they'll burn me then they'll turn me into dirt here's to waiting for 5 o clock here's to me always jerking off curse this world they'll burn me then they'll turn me into dirt burn me then they'll turn me into...dirt tonight i'll drink myself to sleep tomorrow is anxiety curse this world they'll burn me then they'll turn me into dirt
4.
so here i am standing in the back these people all suck cuz they just don't know they have no clue, they all walk too slow they're just robots, nowhere to go and i'm gonna be the one to break that pace but wait i see some cracks with every step of the way somethings racing in my chest and why is it so hard to breathe here comes another dizzy spell so now i walk crooked still i'm gonna be the one to break his face i must be quiet cuz i think he's watching me i've got the answers but why can't they see now i've got voices torturing me what's inside us that makes us this way what's inside us that makes us this way ya know i thought about it, i really did it must have been those drugs i did i rolled on the floor and made the call she talked me into sleep is all tomorrows gonna be a much better day all you people will remember my name i've got the answers but why can't they see now i've got voices torturing me what's inside us that makes us this way what's inside us that makes us this way talk to me anyone so i'm not alone anymore walk, walk with me anyone, the end is near
5.
i can feel it everywhere, it's on my head it's in the chair it's on the couch it's on the seat i can feel it killing me i can feel it in my head, it's at the foot of my bed i can hear it laugh at me and it knows that i can't break it i can feel it as it slowly eats away at my life i can feel it as it slowly eats away at my life i could have been something else something better with my life i really thought i had it beat then it catches up with me every day i drive to work staring up at the sky i can see it's empty eyes and i know i can't break it it's in the air...return of the spell everywhere...return of the spell it's in the air...return of the spell everywhere...return of the spell here it comes
6.
run free.
7.
deep in my dreams when i saw you for the first time you were young and scared on the other side in the dark, looking up and i will never let you go am i the only one who knows you're always in the dark always in my mind i hope that you can hear me i see you in my dreams hey amanda o'dwyer if you want me to i'll sing for you somehow i will sound nice words will come out right and i will never let you go am i the only one who knows you're always in the dark always in my mind i hope that you can hear me i see you in my dreams lost child i can't believe when i see what these humans do and what he did to you where was god at the time if you could just give me his face you know i'll send him straight to hell
8.
bring me your presents bring me your smiles bring me your empty hope bring me your fire bring me your rage bring me your fallen stars when it all started it was rough i didn't know if there was anybody who would listen oh, but then i decided to talk about nothingness and what do ya know, now they follow me, yea isn't it such a sad world and do you see the sorry sky it looks down on us every night wondering why it made us bring me your fire bring me your rage bring me your fallen stars so now i've started this new way, oh but i can't save you i'm just the bringer of truth, so just stop searching so what if on the other side, there is nothing death is just the end of life and life is fear yea isn't it such a sad world and all you stupid boys and girls just put your faith in me and i am misery, so sing with me la da da la la da da la da da la la la la da da la la da da la da da la la la
9.
to all you people dancing around inside my head don't wanna be with them, i'd rather be alone with you instead when they speak to me, i can't hear your words they just keep bugging me they just keep bugging me this is our world they'll never meet you, don't you worry cuz i'll never tell this is our world they better pray i don't do what you say to all you children laughing out loud inside my head they're always asking what i'm smiling about but when they speak to me i wanna shut em out they just keep bugging me they just keep bugging me this is our world they'll never meet you, don't you worry cuz i'll never tell this is our world they better pray i don't do what you say together we are god
10.
she will show herself tonight we sit on splintered wood and wait the moon is waking babies up summer make us feel reborn (soon)
11.
once upon a time standing tall eyes of fire there was a beast who ruled my life fight after fight with my face in the dirt my glasses broke right off the ugliness of my awkward body all my weaknesses exposed i promised to myself, i'd never feel pain no one would ever know look at him now look at him now look at him now, well look at him now look at him now look at him now, his kingdom's crumbling down just before class i'm wiping spit off my face i couldn't stand that fucking smell humiliation went away like a phase i turned around and smiled now look who is begging for respect it's too late talk to me like i'm your friend it's too late look at him now look at him now look at him now, well look at him now look at him now look at him now, his kingdom's crumbling down fail so here is his story, here is his song this world will be better when he's finally gone here is his story, here is his song this world will be better when he's finally gone the great king of nothing special the great king of nothing special the great king of nothing special the great king of nothing special

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Recorded at the Machine Shop in Hoboken, NJ.
Released in 2010 via Koi Records

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released November 30, 2010

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